Jake's from August 13, 2012

Well this week has been very disappointing because we haven't had success like I want. We are just knocking doors and all don't want anything and it sucks, there was a day where we just sat on the side of the road for 20 minutes. We got super down. And our leaders here are just going nuts. They are getting mad and dropping the Cain for every little thing. And they are just getting on my nerves. And I'm almost at my breaking point. I mean president has told us in person and thru letters that we are doing great, but our zone leaders treat us like stupid little kids sometimes. And they live around the corner from us and so they burst into our house at random moments just to drop Cain or catch us doing something. So I'm just getting sick of it. I've almost broken down like 3 times already and I'm just super angry as I'm writing this here letter. So all of the miracles with grandma are pretty amazing to hear. I'm glad those happened. I think I'm past the sad stage. But she will be missed. Marilyn's talk was amazing. How is Luke doing at Arbys? Elida tells me is a good little boy. I hope that's true. Does he like it? What does he think? And I've been talking to Elida thru email. Because of the stupid strike. But she told me that felicity, my old girlfriend, is pregnant. Wow. That's crazy. Sorry my language but ----... good thing we broke up before she did that. But it's ok. I'm past her seductive ways. And I'm super tired... I can't explain it. It's just a deep sleepiness that doesn't go away. It's hard some days. But it's bearable. So how are things back home? I hope all is good but if not just turn to the lord and he will provide a way for you. I miss you all..Bye

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Con Amor  Elder Salmond